Fool

I will not blame myself for the rest of my life.
I will not cry a river about it anymore.
I will not do this alone.

It wasn't you, it wasn't me.
It was us.

I was making such a fool of myself.
And I still do.

But this is the end.
I can't handle it.
I can't stand it.

I was trying to make things work out for us in a new way.
But I realized how impossible it is.

It hurts the most only in me
For you, it seems so simple.
Almost a game.
Maybe it is.

I don't wanna be your distraction.
I wanna be the one.
If I'm not, so I quit.

And the trophy "fool of the year"
Goes to...

Me.